Testimony - Amar Singh - How he received true love and peace in Jesus, and Jesus changed his live

Praise the Lord to all of you who are reading my testimony.

I came to know Lord Jesus Christ almost 3 years before (in the year of 2006). But in true manner I believed in Him 1 & half year back. It was not coincidence that I came to know about Him, but it was already planned before I was conceived in my mother’s womb. Here in this testimony I will share a little bit of my life like how I was living my life in filth and how I am living my life in Jesus Christ.

From my childhood I was not serious about my life, I never paid respect to parents and to the elders even. I used to follow girls for making them friends, it became like a hobby for me, me and my friends used to follow them and tried to score them, sometimes we just did that like bird watching. All the day I used to do these nasty things. As I grew up this habit also grew in me. In my school life I did many bad things, it was a entertaining part of my life where life started to spoiled.

After completing 10th (secondary standard) I caught into several bad habits, like I used to smoke, drink, go for fighting with other guys, used to use abusive words, and all my habits were totally rotten. I used feel pride because of those habits because it is most common among teenagers. After few months when I completed 10th standard one of my good friends said to me: “bro, lets come to a place where you life will be totally changed” and I thought and told him “what kind of place it is? Are we going to make friendship with any girl there?” then he replied: “Shall we go for prayer meeting?” I said “yes”. After that we went in that prayer meeting.

But I was thinking “How can my Life be changed through Prayers?”

At that very time my Hair were very long, I didn’t take hair cut from last 2 years. As I told earlier I used to fight with other guys also and also I was getting indulged in such kind of activities. My friends used to say "Come with us and Fight with someone in favor of us, because you will help us as well as your presence will be effective, because of my long hairs and don type of looks.

And I was always ready for my friends. My parents used to scold me because of my looks and my lifestyle, but I never respected then. My father always asked me to get a haircut and he used to say "Police will imprison you because of your looks, but I didn't care about that. My father also used to say my friends that take money (how much you want) if u want but please do something so that my son gets a haircut. But that plan also did not work. So life was moving on with same lifestyle.

Now here’s a catch, I went for prayer that day, it was good, even I felt good there, the pastor prayed for me and when I came home after the prayer, my heart said I should get a haircut. The urge was so strong that immediately I went for haircut.
Then after I reached my home my parents saw me and they were shocked...
They said what happen? How it is possible? How did u get a haircut?? Then I told parents that today I went for prayer with my friend and this is the effect of prayer that I am feeling good, there they prayed for me and the result is here.
Then it was a turning point for me, life started to change and I used to feel it. But there was something still lacking.I used to go to prayer with my friend, but at the same time I used to worship also, means I was believing in Jesus and at the same time I was having faith in same old faith. I was living in duality. There was 2 faiths in my life to follow. I’ve always been taught that all Gods and Goddesses are here in this world and all ways are same and even their teachings are same, this I used to believe, it doesn't matter if its Ram , Sai, Hanuman, Jesus Christ or other 33 crores God and Goddesses.

But one day I thought about one God who created the world and came in flesh on earth and he died for our sins and after 3 days he rose again (these things were told by that pastor where I went for prayer). He loves us, and if we repent of our sins and believe in Jesus then we will be saved from the slavery of sin. No one died for our sins, and Hanuman or Ram or 33 crores God and Goddesses /Allah, and all others prophets/messengers did not die for our sins and they all are human beings (if they existed). So I came to one conclusion that there should be one way, one name by which I can be saved. But I didn’t pay attention to that thought, because I used to feel good and life was moving ahead.

Now here’s another catch, when I used to go in prayers (also used to follow same old faith) one bad habit was also there in my life and that was to looking for girlfriend and bird watching. I was searching for true love in girls. (But I didn’t know that only God can love us truly and in Jesus He expressed His love for us). One fine day, I was chatting on internet and at the same time I was searching for a girl by changing rooms in yahoo messenger. Suddenly I found one id of a girl, I started chatting with her. Then chatting went nice, that very hour we exchanged each other’s cell number. And she said me to meet. After 2 days I went to meet her. And when I met her I came to know that she is not a girl, but she was a lady (she was married having 2 children, one boy and one girl, they were of nearly my age), but at that time, still I was very happy, like I was on the moon. Suddenly I felt in love with her. Our relationship grew and it went on for 2 years. That time I was doing my own business of property dealing, it was going bad, but in this situation I used to help my girlfriend (that lady) whenever she asked for. But God created such situations that she left me and the day she left me I got peace and money, it was a sign that she was not good for me. So I also decided to leave her. Finally relationship broke.

After that I used to think that what I am doing, nothing is going good with me, and again I felt like empty. Then I remembered one thing said by a pastor (when I started to go for prayer meetings): “If you will give your life to Jesus then you will know real love and real life” I felt like this is true and this is what I must do. I did so, and I gave my life to Jesus (means I believed him firmly that only He can save me), after that I realized what I was doing; I was doing things so shameful, worshipping idols. Jesus cleansed me and filled my heart with love, joy and peace. And finally I came to the point that there are many ways lead to hell but there is only one way which leads to heaven and heavenly father, and the way is Jesus Christ. From that very day I am living a happy life, my family knows each and everything about me and they even support me.

Day by day, I used to grow more in Christ Jesus, and received true love and peace and love, and moreover the assurance of salvation. Now when I think about my past life, I think I was a sinner saved by His grace and blood, came to know the truth of life, and my family is happy that I am a Christian because its not about any religion it is a relationship, a relationship with only true God Jesus Christ, Praise Jesus.
Now my life is for Him, I want to do more and more work for Him, I want to tell about Jesus Christ to many, because I want to people to be saved, I want to share love, peace and joy which I received with people.

Praise the LORD

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Testimony - Divanshu Sandhu - How his mother was healed and how he was transformed by Jesus...

Let me tell you about me, what I was and what I am now.

I was born in a Punjabi family. I didn't know what the purpose of my life on earth was. I was thinking that I born as a human being and so I have to do that things which all human being do. Things like spending 25 years of my life studying and then getting a good job, getting married, having a family, and then retiring and that’s it! Of course along the way giving some time to God was also part of the plan! This is what I used to think about life and the purpose of human beings on earth.

The best thing that ever happened to me occurred in the middle of 2006, when I met with a lady named Sungeeta Jain at PVR Priyas (it is a public market place, usually crowded). She said "Shall I pray for you." I replied, "Ok, Do pray!!!" (I would like to share something before moving further in this story.

In the year 2006, my mother felt sick, she was suffering from spinal cord injury. Whole family was in disturbance because of her sickness, we went for medical treatment which went on for few months, but mother didn’t get well. And few months after we came to know that she has gone through a severe injury in spinal cord. So we consulted doctors, they told us that only treatment is operation and they warned us because it is a serious case and operation success ratio is less. So they were telling us to take a risk, but we all were shocked and in tension whether to take risk or not, because if we take risk then according to doctors we could lose my mother. It was a dirty phase in our life, all family members were tensed because of my mother.

Then one fine day my father gave me few papers (those papers were testimony of Sungeeta didi). I thought that they are like wasted because in India people used such tricks fool off people (like people will give you a pamphlet and in the end of that pamphlet you will find written – make 100/200/500/1000 copies of this pamphlet and distribute among people then you will be blessed, your life will be fine, your barren business will groom up otherwise you will be cursed). So I told my father it is of no use. Then I thought lets read, I went through it, my father also told me that this is a story of a lady – Sungeeta Jain, she prays for people. So I told my father to try her also. We went to Sungeeta didi for prayers, she prays for people PVR Priyas market place. 1^st time I didn’t go, but my mom felt relaxed and she was just feeling better. So she kept going there with sister and father to her for prayers. God healed my mom through continuous prayer done by Sungeeta Jain. Praise God. Till now she don’t have that problem or any problem.

One day, my mom told me to go with her, I went there, and I met Sungeeta didi. There people were coming to didi for prayers. I knew a little bit about what kind of prayer she was doing there. After sometime she asked me: “Shall I pray for you!” I felt confused, but after thinking I said, "Yeah, pray for me." She asked, "For what" Then I replied, "For my well being." So she began praying for me and as she did, I felt something which I had never felt before. Something supernaturally touched me. It felt like something went inside me!

After this short and amazing prayer she invited all of us to come to the church, I went and I started to go to church regularly. I wanted to know more and more about Jesus and I wanted to know why this strange thing had happened to me. I was curious to know about that super natural experience that what it is. So it was the thing that induced me towards Jesus. Slowly but very soon I began to know about my Jesus that He gave His life for me, He was mocked, insulted, rejected, spitted, faced lashes, and He faced the world's worst behavior just to forgive my sin, just to make me a sinless man; without thinking I believe in Him or not He was and is always ready to forgive me. This is the unconditional love of my Jesus.

Very soon a bible verse changed my life and that is John 3:16 - "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but has everlasting life." Actually I believed that Bible is true and from this verse I knew about Jesus' love through His sacrifice He did for me, for all. How much love God showed to this world that He sacrificed his only begotten son! This is the love, true and awesome love He does. Jesus said in John 9:14 - "But whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.".

After believing in Christ, I witnessed many miracles in my life and in the life of many. So my dear friends I would also like to share some of my testimonies which happened to me; when I was in the beginning of my teens I was thinking why God gave me not a good face and why nobody respect me and why nobody cares for me and I felt lonely. I used to think in pessimistic way. But when I realized the love of God, it changed me. This attitude completely changed. Now what I am - If you remember earlier I said I felt God did not give me a good face and today my friends and every new people called me you are looking like a famous model and they also say that try in modeling industry, you can become a good model. Wherever I go in my family they show respect to me, because they all knew I believe in Jesus. Everyone care about me even my family proudly say to everyone that my son prays for people and he is walking on a right path and he is not like other guys of his age. Moreover my childhood friends used to say - "Divanshu! You are totally changed now." Like before I used to use many abusive words in my language and now those kinds of words never come to my tongue; my dear friends you know how all these things happened just because of my Jesus. He transformed my life, He changed the way of living of the life, He lifted me up from nothing.

Now I am a child of God. I just want to say that just give one chance to him in your life because Bible says in Philippians 1:11 - "Your lives will be filled with the truly good qualities which only Jesus Christ can produce, for the glory and praise of God".

Praise God that He changed my life, saved me and loved me. Praise God for all the word done.

God bless you.

Testimony - Shivanshu Aggrawal - How he found life in Jesus...

I was born in a hindu family. Life was pretty ordinary just like most of the people around me. Religion for me was nothing more than completing the religious formalities. Moreover I started worshipping Satan under the influence of death metal bands... by worship I mean I loved Satan and thought it was so “cool”... Religion was for “losers ". That was my mentality.

Even though all materialistic things provided a temporary sense of satisfaction, nothing in life seemed meaningful. All the little moments of joy and happiness were hollow. There was this void inside of me that I did not know how to fill it. So I tried all sorts of things in order to feel better and “alive “. I used to slit my wrists just to see how much it bleeds. There was a time when I took money to beat people up.

One day I was surfing the net looking for music and stuff when a pop up window opened which told me about the way to salvation, about the love of god, it told me how Jesus Christ died for my sins and took the punishment I deserved. It also said that it was not a coincidence that I was reading this right now and that it’s God who has lead me here and wants me to know the truth... I was the last person to be influenced by this kind of stuff but something unexplainable happened and it just changed me completely... It was like a door opened in front of me and I saw a whole new world. I started reading the bible and it kept answering my questions about life and about God. It was like God spoke to me through the bible.

It was not like people had not told me about God before. My yahoo id was serpent_satan666... many people sent me messages asking me to repent and telling me the consequences of worshiping Satan but I used to insult them by abusing them.

Now when I look back.... I can vividly see that it was god who moved my heart. After believing in Christ I have real purpose of my life and I knew what love is. May he bless you too and lead you in the paths of righteousness for his names sake. Amen.

Praise God...our Lord Jesus Christ.

Testimony - Sungeeta Didi - How She was saved and her whole family got joy and peace after a hassled life...

In 1986 my family's life was turned upside down. We were returning home from a trip when we had a terrible car accident. It was a miracle no one died. My two-year-old brother was found on top of the car. Had the car turned one more time he would have been crushed under it. Although no one died, my little sister was left a paraplegic- she could not feel or move her legs- she was only ten years old. For the next 4 years my parents did everything possible. When medicine failed, they turned to God. People sent mail from all over saying, do this prayer for this long or send this much money to this sadhu and she will be healed. I was only 13 and I would get up 30 minutes early just to pray for my sister Sungeeta. Mom would pray all day long. All the happiness in our house was gone, we were miserable. After 4 years Mom and Dad decided not to send any more money to sadhus, they had already spent thousands. They still kept praying though.

Unrelated to all this, we decided to remodel our house. Daddy owns a small civil engineering company and one of his architects, Tesfaye - an Ethiopian gentleman, came to take measurements of the house. When he saw Geetu, he asked what had happened and then went back to the office and told my Dad he would like to pray for her. The first thing Dad said was "We won't pay you for that". He smiled and said he didn't want any money and started coming over everyday to read from the bible and talk to Geetu.

At this point, no one was interested in Jesus. We had our own Gods. We were Jains and did the Shantinath Katha every Sunday, in fact, us kids had a lot of it memorized. We had also started doing fasts for Shiva, it was our second round of 17 fasts when Tesfaye started coming over. We weren't interested in converting to Christianity. I remember in 8th grade I had a classmate who tired to convert me and I remember telling him that I would never become a Christian.

So, everyday he would come and read from the bible and then pray for Geetu. Only Geetu and mom were there, I occasionally walked by but was more interested and watching tv. After a week or two Tesfaye, thinking that there was a language barrier introduced us to a pakistani family. They began inviting my family to come to church. My parents said yes, just to be nice but they didn't really mean or want to go.

Finally after 1-2 weeks of calls every Sunday morning, night and Wednesday night they went, just Mom, Dad and Geetu. Right as they entered Mom felt like crying, but figured she was just getting emotional and stopped that emotion. As the service continued they all realized they were not enjoying themselves. Everything was so different than anything that they had ever experiences before. People were jumping up and down in their seats, running around the pews, raising their hands and praying and the preacher was so loud. In their hearts they individually said, "Jesus if you are real, show us something today, otherwise we are not coming back".

At the end of the service everyone in that church used to go forward for a blessing from the pastor. Not wanting anyone to say that they didn't try it all, Mom took Geetu forward and also raised her hand like she had seen everyone else doing. As soon as Mom did this, Mom started crying and couldn't stop. Ladies gathered around Geetu and started to pray with her. Soon they asked if they could pray that she be filled with the Holy Spirit. Mom didn't know who that was but figured Holy, it must be ok. A little while later they told Mom that Geetu had been filled with the Holy spirit, but before Mom could really understand what that was, the pastor's wife came over and said that it wasn't the Holy spirit but a bad spirit. But she said the whole church would fast and pray and to come back on Sunday and the spirit would be cast out.

We all went that Sunday. After the service when I prayed at the alter I felt God's presence and love. I didn't understand it at the time. I was too busy listing off my prayer request and making sure I prayed for others instead of enjoying the presence of God. The church people prayed for Geetu, but they said the spirit was too strong and to come back. So we went back Sunday night, then Wednesday and then Sunday morning and then Sunday night. They would say the same thing everytime after prayer and by this time Mom was getting frustrated. It was like we were stuck, just like before. Before Mom had to be sure she did all the prayers anyone sent and now we had to keep coming back although nothing seemed to be happening because who knows, once the bad spirit was cast out, what if Geetu started walking. So that Sunday night, frustrated with the whole thing, she was especially frustrated with the family who brought us to church. She refused to go forward at the end of the service and when the wife asked her to raise her hand and pray Mom didn't. Instead and to this day Mom doesn't know why, she joined her hands together, knelt at her seat and said "Jesus I need you." As soon as she did this she felt a love she describes as melted butter going from the top of her head to the soles of her feet and she just didn't want that feeling to go away. Ladies saw what was happening and gathered around mom and started praying with her. They started telling her to say "I love you Jesus" "I need you Jesus" and she did. She was crying and the presence of god was so strong that people were wiping her nose and she didn't care. Then she lied down on the floor and people still continued to pray for her.

I was standing near by and watching all this not knowing what was happening to my Mom. This lasted about 30 minutes and then she finally got up. She wanted to know what had happened and was told that she had received a touch of the Holy spirit. She said to herself, if this is a touch of the Holy spirit, I want to be filled with the Holy Spirit. People in church told her it took them 10 years or 30 years or that they cried a lot. Mom tried crying and couldn't and she definitely couldn't wait thirty years and told God this. By this time, we were all interested in Christ. We had stopped our Shivji fasts at the 14th or 15th one. Doing this before would have caused a lot of fear at what will he think and what will happen to us now, but we just knew Jesus would take care us.

The Monday following all this Mom sent us all off to school and work and said she was going to get filled with the Holy Sprit today. When we came home from school Mom was laughing. We hadn't seen her this happy since the accident. She told us that she had been baptized with the Holy Spirit and spoke in tongues for us. For those of you who don't know the Holy Sprit. He is god's spirit. When Jesus arose from the dead and then went up to heaven, before He went up he said He would send down a comforter- the Holy spirit . When you are baptized with the holy sprit you receive a language that you do not know, but that god gives to you. Once the Holy sprit comes to live in you he stays there. Unlike when Maata comes you don't lose any sense of awareness of your surroundings and have complete control of your faculties. When you speak in this other language, it is God speaking through you- praying. That night she was praying in her room and she felt lead to come to each of us individually and just softly and lovingly touch us and pray for us. After praying for each of us individually she was about to sit down when she was lead to go in the direction of where dad was laying on the carpet and when she got there she "plopped" down and her hand landed on his heart and she said a prayer in tongues for her. The very next day Dad walked from his office, 0.7 miles all uphill without stopping. Before that whenever Mom and Dad went for a walk he would have to stop every block because of his heart. This was our first physical miracle.

Now that Mom was baptized in the Holy Sprit she wanted to get baptized in water. The church we were attending refused to baptize her because she still wore jewelry, pants ands indian clothes. So Tesfaye, who was a minister in Ethiopia before he came here came and baptized Mom in the bathtub. I remember before he dunked her head down he asked if she was willing to follow Jesus for the rest of her life. I remember being amazed that she could say yes, because less than 1 month before we had been praying to shiv.

That Friday the pakistani famiy came to pray with us. They said they would stay all night if needed but cast that bad sprit out of Geetu. Well it started to snow and by 11pm there were 2 inches on the road. Not wanting to get stuck at our house they left. We however, kept praying. At midnight my older sister Anu didi started speaking in tongues. Geetu had been praying but everytime she prayed, her tongue would move in and out. We had been told that this was a sign of the bad sprit. Finally at 1am, not knowing what to do we called Tesfaye. He had said we could call him whenever we needed to and so we did. He stayed on the phone till 3 am and then he finally said what we knew he had been thinking all along, that this wasn't a bad spirit but the Holy spirit. As soon as we thanked god for the Holy Spirit Geetu started speaking in tongues. So Geetu had never had a bad spirit, it had been the Holy Spirit all along…the people at the church had just failed to properly recognize it.

At 4 am every time I would pray my words were getting all garbled up, so I went to sleep. When I woke I started praying in my room again and again my words were all garbled. After lunch we sat down to pray again and after 15 minutes I finally realized that all these garbled words were actually me speaking in tongues. That evening we called Tesfaye over to come and baptize all of us. After dinner we sat down to pray again and Dad started speaking in tongues. The whole family except Salil, my youngest brother was now speaking in tongues. We all got baptized that night. In a matter of 4 days god had changed my heart so much that I could say I would follow Jesus for the rest of my life and mean it.

The miracles from that point just keep coming and I could go on forever talking about them about how he helped us find a new church, how we saw God fill teeth with silver fillings, lengthen legs, how God healed the sick, cast out bad spirits and fill people hearts with peace and my wonderful missionary trip to India this past summer. But I am just going to complete our family's testimony. I will share about the other miracles another time. Two summers ago my 13 year old brother was diagnosed with a rare kidney disease. It was so bad that we were told that he would be on dialysis by the end of the year and there was no hope of a kidney transplant because the new kidney would get the same disease. After dialysis he would only have a few years left to live. Our only hope was God and he did the impossible. Today Salil is baptized in the holy spirit, loves God and is healed. The doctors are amazed.

Praise God! We serve a mighty God.
And now whole family is serving Christ in different different ways, He saved us, He gave us pure joy, happiness, peace and love. Praise God for His plans and changing our lives...

My (Priyanshu Jain) Testimony - How I came to know Jesus Christ?

Here goes on my testimony of conversion (conversion of my faith & conversion of my heart):

There is a verse in the bible which says: if any man gain everything in the world (means everything he needs, everything which he desires) but loses his soul then what benefit does he gain?

This happened in the November 2007, I was very depressed just because of the so much failures I got in my life, there were so many reasons behind it & because of that I was about to kill my life, I caught in suicidal thoughts & other bad things, so in short I want to tell u some reasons, what they were....!

1^st & foremost I was searching peace & at the same time when I was growing in my age I was searching the answers of few basic questions like - who am I, & who is the controller of this universe & what is the purpose of my life/what is the use of my life, I have not taken birth not just to die, & what will happen after death. I used to think that I am not born just to live usually & die, so these types of questions caused me to think over...

2^nd very reason was in studies I got so many failures & because of them my family & my relatives used to tell me that how weak I am in studies & also they used to say that you’re not lucky enough, & I didn't like these things. After 12th I prepared for engineering & I got selected in few engineering colleges (not in top most but in good ones) but I didn't join engineering & instead of this I joined a course named B. Sc. IT, This was a private degree from a private college, so with it I joined B.Sc. in government college in my city – Bundi. So because of this my parents & relatives used to say like you have wasted money & time also. Although they were not adamant but when they said these types of things I really felt bad. Anyhow I completed one year in both the courses. But after one year when I got into 2^nd year I got failures in both the courses. So I was little bit disappointed & felt nervous. Like this I was doing studies with failures.

3^rd reason is this that I was searching the love which can satisfy me, my parents both are in government service, so they didn't spent too much time with me, & my relatives damn bad they are, many of them was so selfish I can’t tell u, their behavior disturbed me, so in my childhood I didn't get the love which can satisfy me. These things also disturbed me a lot.

4^th reason was my major fear, when I was growing in my age , (when I was at the age of 10-13) I was molested several times, one of close relative & a man molested me, teased me so many times, that’s why I was living in a guilt as well as in fear. & it was causing harm in my growth, Like I was living in shyness & ashamed state, there was fear caused by feeling of insecurity & just because of that very thing happened in my life I became a bad guy, bad meant spoiled, though I did not do many bad things but whatever I did they were bad in my sight, so bad I became can’t tell u...... & after believing in Jesus that nature changed, means I got transformed. Hurray!!!

5^th reason is after realizing that I have spoiled now I have done many wrong things, I was oppressed with guilt feelings, that led me into a guilt towards myself, so that time when I was oppressed, it was bad time for me & simultaneously I was desiring answers at any cost but I didn't get, I was searching peace & love but I didn’t get. Suddenly one of my friends named Hemant Saini told me about Prajapita Brahmakumari Ishwariya Vishvidyalaya, he told me that his life changed after he went there. I noticed a slight change in him so I thought lets try this. I went there with him, but there they (sisters) told me about general things about life & death, about God (Shiv Baba & Krishna) & about meditation, & they also told me that there is Shiv Baba in this world who is only God & when you will meditate on him - he will come to you & he will tell u each & everything, he will give you peace. I started to go there & tried things they told me like meditation & change in lifestyle, but that didn't work for me. So I stopped going there. Even though some concepts there I found were good by which I used to think like happy, but actually I was not.

So with this situation I went to Jaipur for preparation of MAT/CAT to get selected in good MBA colleges. After preparation I got selected in MBA College in Delhi, so I came to Delhi in September 2007. But even after coming to Delhi I was not happy at all, but doubted about my failures, questions & life. & in result things became a headache for me because I was not finding any way. Suddenly i got one shock, I came to know that I will have to appear in the exams of 6^th semester again & here in that college in Delhi I took admission on behalf of result awaited. So I contacted with my college director & he told me same thing, nothing happened.

But at this point of time I was in dizzy state of mind, used to feel very depressed. All these days were like years for me because I was burdened of dizzy state of mind. Then one day I thought “I should kill myself”. When I was thinking about suicide I was like numb & was counting my failures. I was totally hopeless. Suicidal thought were filled in my mind. So in the mid December 2007 I quitted college. I told my friends that I am going to quit college. & one fine day I was returning to my friend’s place, that day I was very nervous & dizzy, suicidal thoughts were running in mind & within few hours something good happened. After returning to my friend’s place I remembered one thing told my very same friend who brought me in Prajapita Brahmakumari, & that thing was about confession of sins, he told me long time back (that time when I used to go to Prajapita Brahmakumaris) that Christians confess their sins before father & that’s why they live a prosperous life, that thing striked me.

I thought that all these things are happening with me because I recently become a bad & spoiled guy & didn't do anything good till yet, so I decided that once I should go to the father of any church before committing suicide for confessing sins. I was thinking it might work. After that I called to a service - just dial & from the tele-caller I asked to give me the telephone numbers of the churches of Delhi. & I asked her to tell me a good church; she thought that I am a visitor & asking a good church by its built. She told me to visit sacred heart cathedral (near by Cannaught Place). So I went there, I met with a sister there & I said him that I want to meet father, co-incidentally father was coming in church. So I talked a little with father, in short I told my issues to him, after that father told me to go inside the church & pray about my issues, I also asked father about prayer, he told me just go to the Lord (idol of Jesus Christ) & pray, say him your problems/issues. I went there in the church & prayed, but nothing much happened & I fell little better. It was like I was thinking & just kept telling things.

After prayer I was outside that church just like watching things & also watching the quotes written on the left side of the wall, things came up again in my mind I was dizzy & nervous again, one guy was there who was looking at me came to me & said bro I can help u, if you have any problem you can share it with me. I ignored him then he asked again then I told him that I am in depression, then he thought that it might be a matter of girlfriend/love & he asked me the same, but I told him that it is not the matter of girlfriend/love (I was thinking it is a matter of life & death). Actually he showed love & his way of talking was so good & soothing that I told him my problems & issues in short, & after this he told me about a girl who is on wheel chair (named Sungeeta Jain - she is mighty servant of god). He told that I was about to give her cell number but by mistake he deleted her cell number. So he called his friend – Nelson Bro who attends her fellowship generally. So he consoled me by saying this that today Sungeeta will call you in night & she will pray for you. He told me not to lose hope. So I returned to my place with a hope.

From that very day I didn't get any call up to 2 days, then I was feeling like what all this is happening, I did few wrong things during that time which I should not do. After 3 days I received a call from her & we talked about my problems, she prayed for me, & as she was praying for me, I was feeling a flow of peace within me (a peace which I tried to get but not even heard about it from anyone & didn't received), & that time I thought that I was going on wrong path to kill myself, but after she prayed a ray of hope I saw in the prayer, & one thing I reminded that she was praying in the name of Jesus, so I got the clue & key (before that incident of prayer I never paid attention this name of Jesus so seriously). That very night I saw a miracle. & things went well after it. I used to live happily. Sungeeta Didi used to call me for prayers & she invited me to church. I knew that this is happening because of Jesus, I never experienced like it before. I used to go to church on Sundays & on Thursdays used to go for outreach. But questions weren’t solved out completely. Some bad things also happened with me but I knew in my heart that I have a hope now. About 2 months I kept going to the church, but one day I was feeling very upset, that day I told Sungeeta Didi that I won’t be coming to church anymore because life is not changing completely & questions are still. I told her that if anything happens within 3 days then only I will come to the church otherwise I won’t be coming. A brother (Shivanshu) was hearing all these things, so he caught me & told me to go to my place by car, but I refused, then he kept telling me to go by car, When I was going with him, he asked me that bro are you in hurry or have little time, I said I have time, so he told me to go to his friend’s place. There I met with Shivanshu bhaiya’s friend & his father who was pastor in the church nearby. Pastor Uncle asked me few questions & told me few things about Jesus. Just after that he told Shivanshu Bhaiya to go church nearby with me, so I went there with him, night prayer session was going on that day, at the end everybody prayed for me, I felt nothing but had strange feelings. From that very day Shivanshu Bhaiya kept on telling me about Jesus. Within few days I became stable & was feeling happy & peaceful. After about 2 &1/2 months I believed firmly in Jesus. I decided to follow Him because I knew that only He can give me joy, peace, love in true manner. Bible also says: “For God loved the world so much that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not die but will have eternal life.”

6^th & last reason: when I was searching the answers of basic questions I caught up a unusual disorder, it was related to mind & dreams, when I used to sleep, I used to dream lots of dreams, some dreams constructive, some destructive & some imaginary, I was in problem because I couldn't take my sleep properly, I used to felt like damn lethargic, but when Didi Sungeeta prayed for me I got rid of this unusual problem.

In the month of March I decided to live this happy life forever & desiring to live with Jesus. Though I haven't read bible much till that time. But Shivanshu Bhaiya told me that bible is infallible word of God by which we can know God. Then I used to read bible, & slowly - slowly I was changing, this I was feeling. I was very convinced by the teaching of the bible because they were true (plain spoken truth). In the month of April I got baptized & decided to follow Him in my entire life.

Now I know that who I am, I am beloved child of god created in the image of God & God loves me very much, no other person can love me like this.

Now I know that by birth I was/am a sinner but saved by His grace. I have done many wrong things - sins & because of those sins I deserved hell, but in Christ Jesus I found forgiveness of my sins, it was like reconciliation of my sins. He paid the wages for my sins, so that I might live.

Now I know that the purpose of my life is to glorify my Lord my God because He gave me life & He saved me & as He love me I should love because I am called to love.

Now I know that what this life is. This is a good life given by Him, all those circumstances were good. This life is of Him, by Him & for Him.

Now I know that after death I will meet my creator, the creator who created this beautiful & infinite universe, after death I will be in His presence where I will be ever satisfying.

It was not like a cup of tea that I drank, I also went through set backs & trials but I was having a hope which never failed. I want to say that in this life (here on earth) we may face many problem/trials/sufferings, but if we are with Christ we will always rejoice, we will be happy in all trouble time because this life on earth is like a vapor & the love of God poured in us which will never fail. If we are in Christ, if we have faith in Christ we will live abundant life.

So this was my testimony of conversion of my faith.